This is the Story Of A Girl...

Not the one who cried  river a drowned the whole world.  A different one.  Really it isn't just one in particular.  It is my thoughts on the entire female gender as a whole. And maybe a specific girl or two here or there ;).  

So right now, I am currently single and have been that way for nearly a year.  I enjoy long walks on the beach.... oh wait.  Sorry! Anyways, I am single and have been very happy and content with that for the past year now.  But now, i believe that is beginning to change.  Most of the rest of my freshman year here at GSU, I will probably stay away from dating, but I feel that soon after this next semester, I will find myself in a relationship.  Except this time, things are different.  It is completely different from the way it was in High School.  Those little relationships for fun in high school are not what i want anymore.  Now it is serious.  In dating someone now, i will be looking for a future wife.  So i will not date someone who i could not envision myself with for the rest of my life, not to sound weird or anything, that is just how it is.

There is one girl in my life right now, and most people close to me know this girl and how close we are.  We have a very different and unique relationship.  It really is like no other.  I am so comfortable around her, and she is the same with me, extremely comfortable. We see each other quite often, despite how far away we live from each other.  I actually love her.  Not like the "in love" like you usually hear.  But this is actually an authentic love, like i would die for her, but not like an "in love" thing.  My mom and my sister want me to marry her, and I guess i could see how we would be compatible, plus she loves the Lord too, but its just like I really don't see it happening between us.  That seems so far off, but really its not.  Who is to say whether i'll be married in 3 years or 10?  Ya know?  Now i made the comment about my mother having her say in my wife, but she does that with any girl i hang out with.  My senior prom date, obviously just a friend, Mom asked if we were dating.  No Mom!  I will tell you if we are! Thanks! Haha.  It is rather funny.

Now there is one person i may actually be interested in.  I have known her for a while, and have recently begun talking to her a pretty good amount.  I have begun to really see some great things in her.  She is a strong strong follower of God.  She is nothing less than a warrior for the kingdom.  A Warrior?  Doesn't sound very feminine or attractive, but i assure you, it is.  I am striving to be a man of God and could easily walk and challenge my relationship with Christ with this girl.  That is what i aspire to have in a wife.  Someone who will challenge me on a spiritual level, and can help me in my walk.  So this girl is pretty cool.  And i feel a unique connection with her.  I also feel that God has a plan for her in my life somehow.  Whether it is marriage, or just friendship, something there is meant to be.  

Who knows though?  With both of these girls, they mean a lot to me, each in a different way.  Maybe it will be one of them i marry or maybe not.  The crazy part is that i REALLY could be getting married within the next five years to some girl.  So i don't believe this is too unrealistic to talk about.  But i will tell you this, as sappy/stupid/girly as it may sound, I am very excited about finding that ONE and falling IN LOVE with her.

Not sure what all inspired this blog, just recent thoughts, and I did say i would write about girls eventually, so now you know where I am at, and my current situation.

PS- I am in love with Taylor Swift already, but due to the distance i do not think our relationship will work out.  However, if i become famous or whatever, i will marry her.  I'll be the prince and you'll be the princess, its a love story, baby just say yes.